So here we are again, ready for a new day to begin and an amazi... oh, no, sorry.
It's 5 pm* and I just woke up from a mystical state of total "something" and basically I just want to erase something like the last 20 years of my life.
Seriously, people, how can you all live your life without feeling guilty or, at least, pissed off?
Think about it: without even thinking you are inhaling and exhaling some kind of gases mixture, while your "physical" body is just the sum of some 10^13 interacting cells behaving according to rules of causality in order to make you ugly and fat the more Big-macs you eat. But wait! You've got also some mysterious quantum phenomena taking place in your brain, making a mess of unpredictability out of any decision you are supposed to make!
Now tell me, how can you remain serious when your own existence is just a joke?
Feeling pain? You protect yourself.
Hungry? You eat.
Stupid? You die.
That's the way of the flesh, that's the way you are meant to be: a sole survivor, a lone walker, a wasted occupier of space.
I'm not on the edge of insanity nor I'm contemplating suicide. On the contrary, I am very glad to be alive, I'm feeling fine and I dare to say that I LOVE this shitty fact called existence.
I'm just pointing out that we are NOT some legacy of gods or a superior form of life.
We are just (using the anthropological principle) what we are supposed to be with an Earth-size planet like ours and the fundamental interactions we have.
We are just a foreseeable consequence of THAT kind of Big Bang.
And guess what! People bitching around, laughing and talking.
Know this, you children: NOBODY CARES, and nobody ever will.
Just pointing out.
*welcome to Europe motherfucker.
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